I am glad to find you here, Sammy and I am glad to find you here too Geoff, where you seems takes on a very interesting role.
Sammy, i see that you had more details about your experiences and I am glad that you find freedom to talk about them here. Well, I apologize for entering in your thread and put here my question, but it is because is related. I found interesting that Geoof said about "self-pleasureing":
Well this has been an issue for me, and while I am willing to take your advice, Geoff, and find personal guidance, I was intriguide by your big "YES!" as answer. On the issue, I came to a point that I am like in the "limbo" not knowing if it has a negative outcome or not. Sometimes i think it does, sometimes I think it doesn't. So, Geoff, I want ask WHY do say that it has "negative espiritual outcome". Thanks in advance.The question that I cannot answer as a general thing, is "does pleasuring yourself regularly have a negative spiritual outcome." I have answered it for myself, and my personal answer is YES. So its something I have worked at, and no longer is an issue for me, even if I am celibate for long periods of time.