As you might know by now, I'm a preacher, and that for the past 23yrs. Now my problem is this:
I read in through the communications and found out that I have a lot to answer for

I know that although I did not intentionally lie to people, I DID lie on some things and that I "must reap what I sowed". Now this is not my problem, as I accept it, as I can do nothing about that now, can I?

Anyways, my problem is actually this: what is the use of me being a preacher then? I mean, most of us preachers are just a bunch of lairs. So basically, I've wasted almost my whole life! NOW THAT IS WHAT I CALL A PROBLEM!! Everything in vain!!
For me its like this when I pass over: "Sorry friend, we know you tried your best, but unfortunately you told all these souls a bunch of lies and it is not OUR problem that the Bible was altered and YOU believed it. It would have been better if you kept quiet and live your own life, leaving other people alone, maybe then you would've spared yourself a lot of suffering. And you KNOW of the ONE Truth in the Bible: As a teacher you have a lot to account for."
Now THAT is VERY inspiring, don't you think?
